apple cinnamon yoghurt

umph.
chai.
apple.
yoghurt.
banana and pineapple chippies.
apple.
more yoghurt.
an ice cream cone.

aurf. sounds so HEALTHY. But its not really. I think I have an obsessive compulsive disorder towards everything. its not so nice. food, sex, smoking, drinking, coffee, exercise (when i get the hang of it), OC, movies, music, taking out numerous books from the library that i never have time to read anyway..
the list could go on and on and on and on and on and on and on.

and it wouldnt be so beautiful. my face is breaking out so badly, its insane. i need accutane again. i need to start eating relatively healhty. and i need to not be so tired all the time. yuck-o.

thank god its vaction soon. in THREE MUTHERFUCKING DAYS! wooohooo!!
yippee yay yippee yoy. laadidaa. life is not so jolly but its all good. i am just TIRED. as fuck.

tomorrow school. tomorrow embarrasment in school because of gay little twerps like max who are definately NOT worth my time. hah. no wonder i said all guys all horrible bastards. more just keep on popping up out of no where. or maybe i should just turn lesbian. all the way, woohoo. why the hell not, i am sick sick sick sick sick and TIRED of all this crap with MEN. and the worst thing is i can only blame myself. or then i really just do always end up going for the wrong type of guys, as mr. armstrong said. but what is that supposed to mean? the wrong type of guys for EVERYONE or the wrong type of guys for ME?
so i should be satisfied with some mummy's boy asswipe kiddo who doesnt even know how to put on his own shoes? woohoo yeah. all the way. i lack faith in the male gender. i guess that could also be my problem. but yeah, what can one do about it? NOTHING.

thailand thailand thailand. but i am not so much in beach form. to the gym today! or tomorrow! or every single goddamn day until i leave! but i am so so so so tired that i just cannot drag myself there.. that is the problem. maybe i'm anaemic again. lacking iron. however you spell the word. you know what i'm talking about, yeah? sweet.

now i go ans write world lit 2. or economics int 4. or one of the millions of other things i should do but wont anyway. maybe i'll just go watch the royal tenenbaums. or wait for OC season 3 episode 7 to download.
peace.